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With PicturesMy ears are heavy
(blue glass stones)
My heart twisted
(ancient apple tree)
When I know not who
I wish I existedI am just the sound
The old radio plays
Static and songs
Neither good nor bad
Nobody notices when it's turned off
And I wish so hard that I existed.
I am just the shadow
Sitting in the corner
No eyes see me
As I watch the games
Pool, ping-pong, darts,
But no eyes see me
And I wish so hard that I existed
I am just the girlfriend
On the boyfriend's side
Do his things
Meet his needs
And I wish so hard that I existed
But I don't
Imbolic 2007Midwinter's moon
just above the trees
Open, full and wide
filling the whole earth
Moondrops roll gently
dripping from the dark breasts
and round bellies
of the mountains
pooling deep in the meadows
Heavy moon-drenched snow
weighing the low tree's branches
Finding Beauty 01I was out looking for the perfect violet. I though I had found one, and had just picked it, it's stem sturdy and strong in my hands, when I found Her laying in a bed of fresh green aspen leaves, their round, slightly serrated edges framing the bright fallen-leaf copper of her curling hair. Her pale face peaked in a sharp little chin. Her long, pale lashes fell on round cheeks that shined with the matte glow of a fresh-fallen yellow apple.
And then I saw her wings.
Transparent as a dragonfly's, they draped gracefully over her narrow back, mingling with the aspen leaves. Each had an infinitely delicate vein system in crystalline-shimmering gold, and where the veins became to small to see, I couldn't really tell if her wing was there until a slight movement made the light refract off them in a golden sparkling rainbow.
I could have watched her sleeping forever, but, clumsy I, I stepped on the smallest of dry twigs, snapping it loudly.
I am the WriterI am the writer.
With word as my art
I draw pictures
across white paper.
flow like water
from my fingertips
across the keyboard
onto a blank screen.
I am the writer.
With my words
nations are founded
I am the writer!
The great mages
wait my command
and all their magic
is mine to use.
It is my decision
who will live and die,
the world waits
holding their breath!
I am the writer!
And then I wake up
and I'm nobody again.
Dancing by myself
wearing my favorite jeans and an itty bitty shirt
and jasmine perfume
with the music so loud
watching myself reflected in the window
and my shadow on the floor
because there's nobody else around
and it feels good to be me.
But then you're here
and our bodies once as sure as twining snakes
full of elbows and knees
and blind mistakes
my rhythm is gone
the music lost in meaningless noise.
Your eyes find mine
and your hands guide my hips
into a new rhythm
gentler than the first
guide me to a music quieter
that only we can hear
and we are nothing but two vines
growing on the same tree
indistinguishable from each other.
Then you're gone and by myself again
Wearing dirty jeans and your green sweatshirt
that still smells like you
The music pounding out of the speakers so loud
the floor shivers
where my foot counts the beat
biding my time
until we can dance together again.
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 2
Sixth months later, Matt's belly got bigger. Matt didnt want to come out his room. Edd knocked, "Matt!"
"GO AWAY! IM FAT!" the ginger cried. "you're not, fat. You're preganet." Tom told him, suddenly the door knocked. Edd opened it and sigh, "thank god its you" he said, "matt! We have someone here to see you!"
Matt slowly, got out of his room. He gasped when he saw that person. Tord. He exitedly hugged him, "TORD! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" he cried, Tord smiled, "uh.. yeah." Matt back up and Tord saw his belly. "wow" he said, "you're big." Matt blushed, "yeah" Edd smiled, "we already told Tord abot your pregnacy."
Matt's smile faded, "how do you feel about that?" he asked. Tord smiled, "Matt, when it comes to you Im never mad" he came over and kissed Matt gently. "aww" Edd said, Tom just made a 'thats gross' face. Tord put his hands on his belly, "so... im a dad. Wonderful."
look sorry about the shortness, just i cant find any more ideas. If you want and be
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg)So... this is for fun, if you want me to continue just put yes. Thank you.
After finding their way home from the ocean to find their keys, Matt flopped on his bed. He sighed. Tord's gone he told himself, how can i go on? Sure we broke up before he left, but.... Matt trailed off his thoughts. He heard his belly growl, He huffed and stayed in his bed.
Minutes later, the ginger begin to feel sick. He looked in his mirror and saw he was pale. Am i sick? "Dinner!" Edd called out. When his friends saw him they became worried. "wow, Matt. " Tom said, "you look-" "are you feeling okay?" Edd cuting him off. Matt touched his forehead feeling he was burning up, "i think i got sea sick?" He said. "I could SEE that" Edd smiled. Tom gave him a look, "anyways" Edd said, "do you want to eat?"
Matt looked at the meal Edd cooked. Fish and Chips. "Of course!" Matt said, "i am very hungry!"- Then everything went black.
"uhhhhhh" Matt moaned as he awaken. He saw a certain aside of
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 6 LAST Two months past and it was the day before, the baby was coming and Tord was now leaving. Matt stood in the door way, watching Tord pack up. Tord went to the mirror putting his hat on, when he saw Matt, with tears in his eyes. He turned around sighing, "For the last time, I'll be fine" he said.
Matt nodded. He ran to Tord's arms hugging him tightly. Tord kissed Matt's forehead, "I'll be fine, dont worry." Matt sniffed, "o - okay." Tord continued to hug Matt until he calmed down. Soon they heard a car horn from the front door. The lovers looked out the window and saw Tord's ride. Matt was about to cry again, "be safe" he told him. Tord smiled, "i will." He then leaned down to their son, "i'll do it for you and your mother." Tord sallowed, "i'll see you soon." He looked at Matt, "i'll be back." Matt saw Tord leaving to the car. When he was a distance gone, Matt sighed, "see you."
Edd felt bad for Matt. "Matt he'll be fine" He said. Matt sniffed, "i know" and went to his
You Weren't a ConvenienceYou told me to find something I want,
not something that was convenient
for the nights when I was lonely.
It struck me hard because
I never thought of you as convenient,
I just always thought of you
and how you made me feel.
Never once did I use your chapped lips
to fill an empty void in my heart.
You told me to go find something that I love
and baby, all I see is you.
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 4
Matt's eyes shot wide open when he heard a knock. "Matt!" Tom yelled, "hurry and eat breakfast so we could find the gender!" Matt got up happily he almost forgot he was going to find that out today! Tord woke up by Mattt's squealing. Tord groaned, "keep it down please" he told him. Matt leaned down to kiss hi scheek, "today we're going to find out the gender" he told him. Tord smiled. "what are you wanting it to be?" he asked, Matt thought, "a- a boy? im not sure with whatever baby im having is fine." Tord kissed Matt, "well lets eat so we could go."
Mattt bust the front door, "YAAAAAAAY! ITS A BOY!" Tom grabbed some pictures that Matt had of the baby. Edd came to look to, "well he certainly small for being seven months." Matt smiled, "that means he only has two more months!" He hugged Edd and Tom, "IM SO HAPPY!"
Tom saw Tord was looking at other papers, Tom escaped from the hug and went to Tord, "whats that?" he asked, "non of your bussines
Unchanging LoveDespite being consumed by the fire of rage and despair, a spark of love in your heart remains unchanged.
Despite being stranded in the realm of darkness and cold death, a warmth of love in your heart remains untainted.
Despite being ushered to the land unbounded by time, a flame of love in your heart remains unextinguished.
Entangle, convolute, stretch, or even seemingly break the thread of fate between us, they may,
faced by your purity, none will succeed.
Traversing even the untraversable ocean of time, we will find each other again.
The unbreakable thread between us shall not be undone, not even by the hands of time.
Unchanging love endures eternally.
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 3
That night Tord stayed with Matt. While Tom and Edd were in the living room. "Why does Tord have to be the dad?" Tom asked himself, Edd just sighed, "we just have to deal with that." Tom looked down, "do you think Tord wants to be the father?"
Edd took a sip of his cola, "of course i mean he does love Matt."
Matt and Tord were watching a movie in his room. "So... have you thought of a name?" Tord asked Matt looked at him, "well i havent found out the gender..." Tord kissed Matt's warm lips. Tord begin to make the kiss hot. Matt moaned a bit. Tord smiled during the kiss, he forgot how much he loved to hear Matt moan. Matt pulled away, "Tord we cant, Edd and Tom are still awake!" Tord just smiled, "Matt cmon."
Matt sighed, "what if they catch us?"
"Then they'll know how we made the baby"
"TORD!" Matt siad shamefully. There was a pause. "im sorry" Matt said silently. Tord stroked his cheek, "dont be." The two kissed again.
"Lets get some sleep" Tord said an
Except for youIn the starlight, I was amazed
In the sun, I was blissful
And for you, at the start,
It was just another day
You were a ray of hope
I could finally move on
But darkness hit
Unlike anything before
I fell too deep in love
And now it’s come to this
Dreams started off with love
But now only show pain
The moon can’t describe you
You are a wonderful gaze
The things you do surpass my mind
I’ve never seen anyone so kind
You are dearly loved and so great
But in my heart I feel something break
My mind is finally giving in
I’m falling apart and no one’s here
To pick me up, or to cheer me on
I am reminded; I am alone
You are the reflection of the earth
So bright; you make the moon sparkle
But in my skies, all I see are gray days ahead
It’s raining somewhere, I just know it
That’s where I reside
In the clouds of a darkened sky
Not a star or sun in sight
I am done for
My mind is through
No more falling in love
Except for you
I told everyoneWhat a mess I’ve gotten into
Why did I fall in love with you?
I thought I was done
I told everyone
That I was done with love
Why did you come into my eyes?
I thought I was free from all the lies
I thought I was done
I told everyone
That I was done with love
How did it come to this?
Everything is a hit and miss
I fell into another impossible fate
But this time with you it will never be too late
But you’re just as far away as all the rest
Don’t put my love to the test
I'm busy, it's true
But when I've a minute to think, I think of you.
My sigh when I finally go to bed
The first half, true is tired,
But the second half is lonely for you.
I remember what you say about clouds,
But to me they never look painted
When I look at them
For a minute
Before getting back to work.
I feel the touch of the wind and sun,
And it's nice,
But I want your touch.
My fork traces your name on my plate
I shiver into my chilly bed,
and wish you could help keep it warm.
My muscles ache,
but my heart aches more.
It misses you,
And the muscles just have an unoxidized buildup of acid.
In a room of people talking,
I sit and listen,
And write a poem for you.
I'm worried about managing everything,
I'm worried about fitting in,
I'm worried about making my boss like me,
I'm trying to get enough rest at night
I'm busy and learning and working and tired out...
But there is space in my life for you.
A hole in my life waiting for you.
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