four wallsI know these four wallsI built them.I know these four wallsKnow these ancient blood stainsThe blood was mine.I know these four wallsKnow the smooth partsWashed by a thousand tearsThe tears were mine.I know these four walls.I know these four wallsKnow the false comfortKnow the deceptive peaceOnce found inside.I know these four wallsKnow the pain they lock insideThe pain they breed.I know these four wallsI built them.Set me free.
Cant ForgetIt's not the being aloneIt's the lonlinessThat eats my soul when I'm away from you.It's not the place I'm atIt's the emptynessThat makes me do the thing I do.You'll never know how much I need you.I'll work 'till the day is throughTo keep you from my mind.No matter what I doI think of you.Remember how kisses feelRemember hands on my skin.I try but cant forgetIn my mind you're there.It's not the being aloneIt's the lonlinessThat eats my soul when I'm away from you.It's not the place I'm atIt's the emptynessThat makes me do the thing I do.You'll never know how much I need you.I'll run 'till I fall to my kneesTo escape the pain inside me.When I fall into exhausted sleepYou're still not by me.When I wake from dreams of youI reach for you and you're not there.Do you ever think of me?Do you even care?It's not the being aloneIt's the lonlinessThat eats my soul when I'm away from you.It's not the place I'm atIt's the emptynessThat makes me do the thing I do.Y
Mirror GirlWho are you, mirror girl?Why are you there, where my face should be?When I move, you move, so you must be meBut I don't understand how this could be.Since when have I grown so tall?My lips are supposed to be more smallAnd breasts, I shouldn't have them at all.Since when did I get wrinklesOn my forehead, 'round my eyes?I don't know when I got broad shouldersAnd muscles on my arms.Where was I while I grew up?Who stole my childhood from me?Who are you, mirror girl?Why are you there where my face should be?
Prisoner version 2I miss the air…I miss the tempest sandstormAnd the choking desert dustI miss the thunderclouded skyMiss the cool night breezesFlowing cross my faceBeneath the starsI long for stars,Sparkling in the dark skyThe radiant moon,Growing, living, dyingAlways changing, always sameI'd die happyIf I could see it all once moreI beg you let me one more timeSwim in a river that runs freePlease let me play in the ocean sandI beg once moreLet the sun shine on my withered frameLet my ears hear the sound of a living thingLet me taste a wild fruit that no farmer grewDon't let me die in this darkened cell alone!But the time is pastFor the good things in lifeFor the riches beyond compareAnd I've done what I've doneAnd now this is my lotI have drawn the bitter shareI always knew that I would dieThat there was an end to this lifeBut I hoped against hope that it would endOn the point of an enemy's knifeAnd not chained away from the rest of the worldIn a cold dark cell… alone
LonelinessLeave me aloneGive me shaded rocky cornersIn the shadow of the windLet the sun shine back upon meYou know you took it from me old friendPlease leave me. And dont come back again.Like stone cattle through stormcloud valleysYou keep running through my mindAnd I used to like the feeling butIt's hurting me this timeTake your noise and your painAnd do not haunt my mind again.Like some maddened ancient butcherYou cut for my heart againI once gave it to you but nowI take it back again.Get your knife from out my chestAnd do not cut at me again.Like sandstorms from distant desertsYou callus my skin to steelIt can be usefull I admit but IHave got to think of him.Let my flesh grow back to softnessAnd do not harden me again. Leave me aloneGive me shaded rocky cornersIn the shadow of the windLet the sun shine back upon meYou know you took it from me old friend.Loneliness. Please dont come back again.
Elves Nighttime WelcomeIn the darkSearch the starsOn this moonless cloudy nightFor the magicOf the elvesAs they play the glimmering lightLike a topLike a songThose who can see all delightIn the whispered lighting fancies they behold.It's the elvesWho controlThe light that's in the darkAnd their magicThat we seeWith each beating of our heartSo look upIn the nightLeave the city find a parkAnd loose your conscience in the magic of the elves